Beyond

" 'The bird that would soar above the level plain of tradition and prejudice must have strong wings. It is a sad spectacle to see the weaklings bruised, exhausted, flutering back to earth.' " -The Awakening

2.02.2011

I DID Get Her to Say These Plugs Were Cute, Though


one third a point for me!

What the Fuck Am I Doing?

i've gained 5 more followers in a few hours...
wow!
i posted like, 3 more things last night,
and this morning i gain five more.

okay then, haha.
i think i'm going to need this personal blog.
i better make it soon...
...as soon as i finish up some homework and eat.

on a darker note,
mom doesn't want me to stretch my ears
(i could easily continue if i had all metal sizes, but i don't)
my next size are white acrylic.
ugh.
so i had to tell her eventually.
she doesn't understand that's it's the only thing
i look forward to,
and i like the natural feel to it.
the jewelry, everything.

but yes, i've got to get this back to my art blog.
and make another blog filled mainly with my ramblings.
mmkay?
mmkay.

20 people followed my semi-abandoned hippie tumblr!

this excites me,
fills me with motivation!

i just might go through with the new blog, too.
of course, i'll keep this one,
but i want to challenge myself.

i want to see how intriguing i can make 
a documentation about myself.
i want to use as few "found" photos as possible.

i want to look back and realize a great portion of a project
was created by me.
wouldn't that be lovely?
i'm oh so excited, now.

1. Wrinkled Pages

skin mellows to the faint smell of soap, and everything becomes silent.
i hear nothing but the ice outside, and habitual buzzing inside my head.
too habitual to be dubbed a noise.


i spend my snow day surrounded by books and work.
and my thoughts, of course.


maybe i should start one last blog?
one where i try to substitute photographs with imagery.
or maybe i can take a daily photo to add unto short messages.


everyday. i must blog everyday.


something, to change the mood.
everything has been looking deep grey lately...
that must change... i must change
into what i presume is a better human being.


why not let others join the ride in this vintage convertible?
i attempted to make a tumblr,
sharing my hopes and dreams to be worn in, and lovely.
but no one cares, and it's a hassle to maintain.


so i shall more-than-likely start another blog.
a blog aspiring to be beautiful.


just like me, aspiring and whatnot.


done.

2.01.2011

Snow Day and Simplicity

i think i'm getting sick of big meals
and fast food.

i'm finding out i much rather eat
some angel hair pasta w/sweet italian sausage ragu sauce
than eat cheeseburgers and fries right now.

i'll always be addicted to soda,
but i feel good when i drink water.
GREAT when it's iced tea.

i have two days off for snow days.
so i'm gonna organize myself,
my calendar
and look up these delicious-looking recipes
from the cooking channel!
ahaha!

i'll be stretching up soon!
told my mom about it and she's not happy.
i think she thinks in stereotype and craziness
so i made her an informative video.
we'll see where this goes.
ta ta for now!